The last first day, a statement I do not like because of its contradictory diction. The last first day literally means this is the last day I do something for the first time, which is not true. Personally I will attend college, and for the most part individuals who voice this phrase intend to do so as well. This statement is meant to be spoken in the figurative sense; the correct statement would be “the last first day of high school,” however that lacks luster and dramatism.

The first week of school often reminds me of Papa’s Cupcakeria. If you’re familiar with the game you should know about the demo you are forced to suffer through to continue to the “real stuff.” The first week of school is a demo as well, as we sit through seven hours of icebreakers and ‘get to know you’ worksheets, just as we’ve been doing for the past 12 years. Although we have done all of this before, the demo is a necessity to pass on to the next level. Being a senior and sitting through the demo is draining, however it does feel melancholy knowing this may be the last time us seniors do icebreakers with people we’ve done them with for the past 12 years.

Having to think about what is next in my career is something I’ve been dreading and something I’ve never had to consider before. Every year has been the same, school year after school year. I’m excited to see where I go next, but remembering to savor every last day as a student. To late nights up at the office, to attending sporting events, and soaking the lively energy of the first week of school. This is my last first day.